"Want-total want of daily bread Came next;-my native pride was strong, And yet I begged from day to day, And made my miserable way Throughout the city's busy throng! "I felt that I was one debased, And what I was I dared not think: Made me from common beggary shrink. "Oh misery!-my homeless heart Grew sick of life.-I wandered out The populous city round about: "The mother in my soul was strong, And yet each day our wants increased. "I saw them waste, and waste away, I wept not in that bitter woe! "I took the other in my arms, And day by day, like one amazed By an unutterable grief, I wandered on;-I found relief In travel, but my brain was crazed. "How we were fed I cannot tell; "I joyed to see the little stars; I joyed to see the midnight moon; I felt at times a wild delight,— I saw my child before my sight As gamesome as the young racoon! "'T was a strange season; and how long But ne'er again to human tears. "The Indian found me in the wood, In a wild, lonely place of gloom. "The Indian women on me gazed Gave me my human soul again. And I have lived with them for years, And save at times, when thoughts will flow I almost like the Indian life. "But one thing in my soul is dark— I have forgot my Fathers' God! I cannot pray and yet I turn Toward Him, and my weak soul doth yearn Once more for holy, spiritual food. "Oh that I had an inward peace a hope to bless To cheer my soul- To comfort my long wretchedness! "But I am feeble as a child— I pine as one that wanteth bread; And idly I repeat each word Or that in early creeds I said. "But oh! my comfort cometh not! I know not-gloomy is my path!" With this arose old Elian Gray My daughter, God hath left thee not! He hath regarded thy complaintHath seen thy spirit bruised and faint! Thou art not of His love forgot. "'Tis by His arm I hither cameSurely for this I heard a voice Which bade me in my place be still;' I came by his Almighty will, And greatly doth my soul rejoice!" He gave her comfort-gave her peace,— Passed by, like a wild dream of care. Thus was the old man's mission done; And sped him to his former place. CHRIST BLESSING THE BREAD. BY THE REV. THOMAS DALE, M. A. 1. ONWARD it speeds! the awful hour from Man's first fall decreed, When the dark Serpent's wrath shall bruise the Woman's spotless Seed; The foe He met-the desert path triumphantly He trod, But now a darker, deadlier strife awaits the Son of God! II. Soon shall a strange and midnight gloom involve the conscious Heaven, While in Jehovah's inmost fane the mystic veil is riven! Soon shall one deep and dying groan the solid mountains rend, The yawning graves shall yield their dead; the buried Saints ascend! |