No; let thy Lover, whose enkindling eye Whose warmths bewitch'd thee, whose unhallow'd song Call'd thy rapt ear to die upon his tongue, Now strongly rouze, while heaven his zeal inspires, Torn from the world, within dark cells immur'd, By Angels guarded, and by vows secur'd, To all that once awoke thy fondness dead, And hope, pale sorrow's last sad refuge, fled; Why wilt thou weep, and sigh, and melt in vain, Brood o'er false joys, and hug th' ideal chain? Say, canst thou wish, that, madly wild to fly From yon bright portal opening in the sky, Thy Abelard should bid his God adieu, Pant at thy feet, and taste thy charms anew? Ye heavens! if, to this tender bosom woo'd Thy meer idea harrows up my blood; If one faint glimpse of Eloise can move The fiercest, wildest agonies of love; What shall I be, when, dazzling as the light, Thy whole effulgence flows upon my sight? Look on thyself, consider who thou art, And learn to be an Abbess in thy heart; See, while devotion's ever-melting strain Pours the loud organ thro' the trembling fane, Yon pious Maids each earthly wish disown, Their warmths inspirit, and their virtues mend; In dreams of heaven, and lead thyself the way, Blaze on the scene, and every thought is God. O that my soul, from love's curst bondage free, Vain fruitless wish! still, still, the vigorous flame Repent in vain, scarce wish to be forgiven; Yet, yet, my Fair! thy nobler efforts try, Lift me from earth, and give me to the sky; Let my lost soul thy brighter virtues feel, Warm'd with thy hopes, and wing'd with all thy zeal. And when, low-bending at the hallow'd shrine, Thy contrite heart shall Abelard resign; When pitying heaven, impatient to forgive, Unbars the gates of light, and bids thee live ; Seize on th' auspicious moment ere it flee, And ask the same immortal boon for me. Then when these black, terrific scenes are o'er, Shall drop one tender, sympathizing tear, Mean while, divinely purg'd from every stain, Our active souls shall climb th' etherial plain, To each bright Cherub's purity aspire, Catch all his zeal, and pant with all his fire; There, where no face the glooms of anguish wears, No uncle murders, and no passion tears, Enjoy with heaven eternity of rest, For ever blessing, and for ever blest. EPISTLE XIV. THE AFRICAN PRINCE, NOW IN ENGLAND, ΤΟ ZARA AT HIS FATHER'S COurt. WRITTEN IN THE YEAR M DCC XLIX. BY WILLIAM DODD, L. L. D. PRINCES, my Fair, unfortunately great, Fame pays with empty breath the toils they bear, Rewards the hero with a noble dower. For this alone I dar'd the roaring sea, Yet more, for this I dar'd to part with Thee. But while my bosom feels the nobler flame, Still unreprov'd, it owns thy gentler claim. Though virtue's awful form my soul approves, 'Tis thine, thine only, Zara, that it loves. |