I am plunging now through its azure veil, While another rises dim and pale, "Here clinging we are daily cast Into the future, out of the past,Through the sunshine into the night, Through the darkness into the light. Full of stars and mystery "This very moment we hold a place The same wave never revisits the wheel. Year by year our course is run Leave behind them shining trails, And such a web of marvellous lines Left by each satellite and sun, Though by us unseen, still clearly shines To the observant eye of One. "And did the countless souls of men Across the world's great surface laid! As on the cliff I see from here The various strata-lines appear. "Thank Heaven! my path shall no longer run With the common highways under the sun! From the ways of men it shall lie apart, On a new and a separate chart; Far above the obtrusive ken Are never stirred by these elements, "And now my sole companion shall be My sorrow embodied; and, hermitlike, we Will renounce the world and rest at ease, Content with our own sweet sympathies. Tell me no more of that larger plan, The charity for and the faith in man : I have tried it well, and ever found The seven sins filling its utmost bound! And they who live in the world must be One with the world, or content to see Their dearest rights and their holiest trust With heels of steel trampled into the dust! All this I have suffered, and scarcely restrained At times the revenge whose swift blow would have gained The bad world's respect, and left me exempt A little from all save my soul's selfcontempt. I was as a weed that is chafed on the beach; But, Heaven be praised! being thrown out of reach, I have taken firm root in the cliff, | About me, and I feel as one where no more The billows affright with their roll and their roar. I have tasted the best which the world can bestow, But friendship turned bitter-love ended in woe! "In the school of envy, and malice, and strife, I have studied and learned the lesson of life; Studied it well from that dreary hour When the dark-hearted Fates had power, Ministering at my birth-who threw Upon my brow their black baptismal dew! From that sad night what time my spirit's barque, Sailing over the sea of space, I have known little peace and less of joy! And even when a pleasure-seeking boy, Unlovely faces with distempered tongue Were my attendants, and they ever hung Inseparably about me, like the shades And I have borne this torch- Watching it flaunt and flare, forms Drop round my feet a mass of wing less worms! "But, lo! the tempest of the world is past! Its passion-bolts are no longer cast Who stands to gaze when life is done! Even the peasant with her bright blue eye Seemed but the remnant of a cloud gone by; Or rather let me deem her form "How sweet it is to find release Hear the great portals close behind!" III. 'TWAS evening, and he mounted high Protected from the fitful gusts Here and there a meteor fleet, And the beautiful bird shall still be as meek When her red heart quivers in the falcon's beak!” "Horrible fiend !" he cried, in pain, "Back to your baneful den again! Of Night's wild coursers, fierce and Oh, Death, stand by me in this hour, black, And strike me ere the fiend have "This hour, thou wretched ghost! is thine But the next and the next shall all be mine! The cup is brewing which he shall quaff, While the angels shall weep and the fiends shall laugh! Then thou shalt be scourged away with scorn Into the outer dark forlorn, And a mortal head usurp the breast Which late thy phantom cheek has prest! Blood warms to blood-dust cleaves to dust And in that hour depart thou must, Thou dead leaf on a midnight gust!" Still clinging where its hour is brief, Then even as a pale dead leaf Shuddered and sighed, as if even The spirit-lady in her grief Which filled the black arch of the night With sheeted flashings of spectral light. And every maniac ocean-gust Some pressed to their pale lips empty vials Till frenzied with their fruitless trials: Some, with their faces to the sky, Walked ever searching for a beam. Scattered the feathery foam, like dust, Some leaped from shadowy turrets Into the air-again and again |