Mix'd, to whose shores our frail and crowded bark
Was destin'd, open'd on our dazzled view.
'Twas noon,. the end of May:- the radiant sun Was on the bosom of the mighty waters,
And on the tops of the unnumbered promontories, Towns, hamlets, castles, villas; and St.-Elmo Shew'd her magnificent summit. To the harbour, Crowded with ships of many a distant nation, Our prow in joy exulting cut its way.
The solar beams now with a flame intolerable Shot right upon our heads and still we had T'endure the torments long of quarantine, Mid crowded vessels, filth, and stench, and noise, Lock'd closely side to side,—the suffering Was scarce endurable;-and then, to crown it, My passport was irregular, and I
Was threaten'd with a prison, and had nearly Incurr'd that order of a despot power.
Now in that beautiful and unrival'd city Hotels were crowded, and around the beds, And on the floors where we repos'd, were seen Scorpions disporting in dire multitudes.
But soon, Chiaia, thy enchanting spot Receiv'd with Vesuvius on our left,
The Bay before us-and upon the rock
Of laurel to the right where Sannazaro
Dwelt, the still worship'd tomb where Virgil sleeps! There six sweet months of nature's highest brilliance We whil'd away, though Carbonari troubles For a short moment clouded our fair joys
With fear and peril, and at last the storm Blackening, and seemingly about to burst, Drove us away to Rome. It was an earthly Paradise, inasmuch as nature's charms Could make it one-and ill departed from! For Rome-the heavy air to me o'ercame All its attractions. Not a day of health There could I find, and gladly did I seek, After four months another change of climate. Then thee, Ferrara, fam'd for Estè's house, And Tasso's amorous madness, and ye hills Of Euganean lustre, that the beams
Of eve on Petrarch's holy age reflected; And Padua, thee; and most of all immortal Gem of the Adriatic, wave-clad Venice!
And then a roll of names which but to mention Awakens all the treasures of the mind Verona, Bergamo, Vicenza, Milan, Turin and Chambery, and steep Mont Cenis.
And then again we to thy Lake return'd, O subject of my song, and where an empress Had late resided, took up our abode.
Intensely here my literary labours
I plied, and clos'd the haunted Tale of Huntley And Alice Berkeley, and Sir Ambrose Grey, And shriek-filld Hellingsley's spoil-coverd hall: And here the Tale of Odo's Count went on, Where innocent and most angelic Bertha Bore on the scaffold an heroic death.
And now upon the dry and most perplex'd
Question of Wealth of nations, and the means Of wise and economic circulation,
I meditated deeply, and thus clear'd
To my own mind's conviction the enigma. And then the Bibliomania, which had long Infected my researches, came again
To occupy too many of my hours.
And all the while the torments of affairs
Of wretched business, and the wiles of cunning Extortion, wickedness, ingratitude,
Audacious insult, inconceivable
Perversion of the laws, meant for protection, To instruments of wrong and ravenous rapine! And during all, a heart by nature timid, Morbid, and rous'd with dangerous emotion At slightest cause for care, grief, or regret : And when they touch'd, losing the happy train Of those ideas to the Muses suited.
But ever in my utmost agonies
I struggled still the trembling pen to guide, And call'd the frighten'd Muse to calm my breast. Yet what will not malignity pervert? This energy of stout resistance, which May fairly arrogate the name of virtue, Has oft-times by the cruelty of censure Been deem'd a reckless disregard of duties! As if the virtue were in brooding over Evils we cannot change! as if to smile, And live in regions of imagination, When coarse reality is unendurable
Misery, were a crime to be reproach'd!
"But when" it may be said, "your enchanted ears "Are listening to Elysian waterfalls,
"You will not hearken to the trumpet's call, "When summon'd back to duty!" It may be, The Muse's votary is sometimes lost
In this delirium: will he be the less In the wild depths of unresisted grief?
But now incessant were th'insulting calls On my most outrag'd spirit! Morns and nights Scarcely suffic'd for the exhausting tasks,
Necessity and just defence impos'd
On my worn pen. But my afflicted heart,
Ah, far more than my pen, was work'd and worn.
It was an iron winter, most severe
In its extremities of snow and storm.
Right up against the roaring Lake the windows
Of my abode, now far within the city,
Lay. One dark morning in December's depth, As by the blazing fire on that romance Most magical above all others of
The great Magician of the North, the Pirate,
My eyes, imagination, heart, intent
I sat, a shriek came down the Lake, the House Trembled and rock'd, and twice from my shook chair Was I near tumbled on the floor: the bells
Through all the house rang, and St. Peter's sounded, And all the church bells thro the town were shaken, And also gave the signal. "Twas an earthquake!Slight-but appalling! Ah! how often since
Have I on the portentous moment dwelt! In the same room, and by the self-same fire, After an interval of an hundred months, When I had dwelt in many a far abode, And once for eight and twenty months again My native soil inhabited, some sudden Convulsion struck upon my vital strings ;* And eight and forty hours I gasp'd for breath.
Then came the sleepless bed again; the appetite Gone; and the loss of limbs; and eighteen nights Of dangerous agony, and strange excitement Of intellect, beyond its natural power; Bursts of wild brilliance hitherto unknown To my weak faculties; unintermitted Toil of the intellect e'en for nineteen Successive hours; and still the body torn; Limbs paralis'd, and all the mortal part Of earthly mould, sick even to death's door! Thus it appears, as if the soul can work, In bold defiance of the body's will:- And sometimes blazes most, when it is nearest To its departure. Much I've travel'd since In mind and heart; and in my own conceit Have far advanc'd. I cannot count the pages Of various matter I have written and printed Since that most perilous crisis,-poetry, And prose-romance, and politics, and memoirs;
March 1830 see the note at the end of the Poem on Modern Aristocracy. Ge neva, 1831.
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