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Rise in the grove, before the altar rise,
Stain all my soul, and wanton in my eyes.
I waste the matin lamp in sighs for thee;
Thy image steals between my God and me ;
Thy voice I seem in ev'ry hymn to hear,
With ev'ry bead I drop too soft a tear.
When from the censer clouds of fragrance roll,
And swelling organs lift the rising soul,
One thought of thee puts all the pomp to flight;
Priests, tapers, temples, swim before my sight:
In seas of flame my plunging soul is drown'd,
While altars blaze, and angels tremble round.
While prostrate here in humble grief I lie,
Kind virtuous drops just gath'ring in my eye;
While praying, trembling, in the dust I roll,
And dawning grace is op'ning on my soul;
Come, if thou darʼst, all charming as thou art!
Oppose thyself to heav'n; dispute my heart;
Come, with one glance of those deluding eyes,
Blot out each bright idea of the skies;





Take back that grace, those sorrows, and those tears; Take back my fruitless penitence and pray'rs; 286 Snatch me, just mounting, from the blest abode; Assist the fiends, and tear me from

my God.

No, fly me, fly me, far as pole from pole;

Rise Alps between us! and whole oceans roll: 290

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Ah, come not, write not, think not once of me,
Nor share one pang of all I felt for thee.
Thy oaths I quit, thy memory resign;

Forget, renounce me, hate whate'er was mine.
Fair eyes and tempting looks, (which yet I view,)
Long lov'd, ador'd ideas, all adieu!

O Grace serene! O Virtue, heav'nly fair!
Divine oblivion of low-thoughted care!

Fresh blooming Hope, gay daughter of the sky!
And Faith, our early immortality!

Enter each mild, each amicable guest;



Receive, and wrap me in eternal rest!
See in her cell sad Eloisa spread,

Propt on some tomb, a neighbour of the dead,
In each low wind methinks a spirit calls,


And more than echoes talk along the walls.
Here, as I watch'd the dying lamps around,
From yonder shrine I heard a hollow sound.
"Come, sister, come!" it said, or seem'd to say;



Thy place is here, sad sister, come away. "Once, like thyself, I trembled, wept, and pray'd; "Love's victim then, though now a sainted maid: "But all is calm in this eternal sleep;

"Here Grief forgets to groan, and Love to weep;
"Ev'n Superstition loses ev'ry fear:
"For God, not man, absolves our frailties here."


I come, I come, prepare your roseate bow'rs,
Celestial palms, and ever-blooming flow'rs.
Thither, where sinners may have rest, I go,
Where flames refin'd in breasts seraphic glow. 320
Thou, Abelard, the last sad office pay,

And smooth my passage to the realms of day;
See my lips tremble, and my eye-balls roll,

Suck my last breath, and catch my flying soul!


Ah, no; in sacred vestments mayst thou stand, 325
The hallow'd taper trembling in thy hand,
Present the cross before my lifted eye,
Teach me at once, and learn of me to die.
Ah then, thy once lov'd Eloisa see;
It will be then no crime to gaze on me;
See from my cheek the transient roses fly!
See the last sparkle languish in my eye!
"Till ev'ry motion, pulse, and breath be o'er,
And ev❜n my Abelard be lov'd no more.
Oh Death, all-eloquent! you only prove
What dust we dote on, when 'tis man we love.
Then too, when Fate shall thy fair frame destroy,
(That cause of all my guilt, and all my joy,)
In trance ecstatic may thy pangs be drown'd,
Bright clouds descend, and angels watch thee round;
From op'ning skies may streaming glories shine, 341
And saints embrace thee with a love like mine.


May one kind grave unite each hapless name, And graft my love immortal on thy fame!


Then, ages hence, when all my woes are o'er, 345
When this rebellious heart shall beat no more;
If ever Chance two wand'ring lovers brings
To Paraclete's white walls and silver springs,
O'er the pale marble shall they join their heads,
And drink the falling tears each other sheds;
Then sadly say, with mutual pity mov'd,
"Oh may we never love as these have lov'd!"
From the full choir when loud hosannas rise,
And swell the pomp of dreadful sacrifice,
Amid that scene if some relenting eye
Glance on the stone where our sad relics lie,
Devotion's self shall steal a thought from heav'n,
One human tear shall drop, and be forgiv'n.
And sure if Fate some future bard shall join
In sad similitude of griefs to mine,
Condemn'd whole years in absence to deplore,
And image charms he must behold no more;
Such if there be, who loves so long, so well,
Let him our sad, our tender story tell;



The well-sung woes will soothe my pensive ghost; He best can paint 'em who shall feel them most.






YE shades, where sacred truth is sought;
Groves where immortal sages taught;

Where heav'nly visions Plato fir'd,
And Epicurus' lay inspir'd!

In vain your guiltless laurels stood
Unspotted long with human blood.

War, horrid war, your thoughtful walks invades,
And steel now glitters in the Muses' shades.


O heav'n-born sisters! source of art!

Who charm the sense, or mend the heart;
Who lead fair Virtue's train along,

Moral Truth and mystic Song !



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