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RUST in God, and confidence in His mercy, are the main supports of our spiritual life. Without a habit of holy confidence the soul becomes timorous and dejected, and easily a prey to excessive sadness and fear, which are the forerunners of a fatal despair. The love of God for sinners is the ground of our hope: He loves us, and has given Himself for us. We must trust implicitly to His boundless love, manifested towards us in Creation and Redemption; and looking away from our own miserable weaknesses, failures, and falterings, tenderly confide in the infinite goodness of a God, Who receives, excuses, and pardons every sinner who sincerely repents and returns to Him. Coupled with distrust of self, and tempered by that holy fear which ought never to leave the hearts of the faithful, Trust in God, furthermore, is one of the surest sources and means of a steady growth in holiness; for it produces in our hearts, joy, peace, fervour, strength in temptation, consolation in adversity, and creates those dispositions within us by which the flowers and fruits of holy living grow up and bloom to perfection. Thus we read in Holy Writ: "Blessed is the man that trusteth in the Lord, and whose hope the Lord is. For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, and that spreadeth out her roots by the river, and shall not see when heat cometh, but her leaf shall be green, neither shall cease from bearing fruit." There is in truth nothing more marked in Holy Scripture than the frequent invitations and exhortations to an unlimited confidence in the mercy and goodness of God. Often by parables and symbols, touching and beautiful in their tenderness, we are taught to lean upon Him, and invited to the arms of His mercy. Sometimes it is as a mother, bearing patiently with the importunities and fretfulness of her infant; sometimes as a husband recalling his faithless spouse from her wanderings, and ready to receive and pardon her; sometimes it is as a father running to meet his prodigal, but repentant son:-under all these figures the God of mercy represents to us His infinite pity and undying love.

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Many persons disturb and trouble themselves because of what has been revealed to us of the small number of the elect; and the tempter readily besets such with unreasonable fears, either to bind them more closely with the chains of sin, or to make them return to those fetters from which they have been freed. Let these fearful and timid souls turn away resolutely from a contemplation of these difficult and perplexing mysteries, and look simply at the goodness of God manifested towards themselves. How has He dealt with them for many years, bearing with their infidelities, pardoning again and again their countless sins, leading them on with such unfailing love, and

a Jer. xvii. 7, 8.

bestowing upon them so many particular and personal gifts and graces! All these are marks of their predestination; and perseverance only is needed to land them safely on the shores of life eternal. And the grace of final perseverance-not to be merited, but, like Baptism, the free gift of God—we must make the object of our prayers, and trust to obtain for the sake of Him Who by His Passion and Death has merited for us every grace and every crowning gift. Here, where the way is dark and the storms ofttimes are fierce and overpowering, we must learn to lean blindly and utterly upon His sustaining arm, and on the Providence which ever rules and guides us. This confidence in God is supremely the grace for us, miserable wanderers, specially to cultivate. He will never cease to help us, while we are longing and striving to work for Him, and to save our souls. Our sins and infirmities, though so numerous and so distressing, are not so many but that He can pardon and blot them out; our wounds and sicknesses, though so severe, are not too great for the Physician of souls to bind up and heal. The Cross of Jesus is our Hope, our Refuge, and Salvation; and beneath its sacred shade, all dark temptations to dejection and despair become powerless; for His arms are stretched out to save us, His head is bowed to give us the kiss of peace, and from His sacred wounds flows forth the stream of life to wash away the filth of our sins, and secure for us an inheritance incorruptible which fadeth not away.

A DREA M.

SLEPT, and methought I was in a church filled with many worshippers. It was a week-day evensong, and the voices of the little choristers were stealing through the vast edifice; and the Priest's earnest tones, as he read the lessons for the day, seemed to rivet the attention of the most careless.

But a wondering, pained feeling seemed now to fill my heart, as I noticed that no one turned towards the holy altar, or made any reverence at the holy Name, as those solemn words, "I believe," were read; and as I bowed my own knee, I seemed to think, Can this be mockery, are these outward observances of mine mere show and ostentation ? and as the agonizing thought filled my soul, I bent lower and lower, till I sank prostrate on the floor; when lo!

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MARGARET FAIRLIE.

FUNDATRIX.

By C. A. M. W., AUTHOR OF "THE FATE OF SACRILEGE" (OLD CHURCH PORCH), "WAYLAND WELL," &c., &c.

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She has made a conquest of you, my dear Arthur,' said Sir Clement, goodhumouredly."-(p. 173.)

ARGARET, according to wont, communed in her own chamber, and was still; bewailing in secret her shortcomings; "I ought to shine, even were it only as a little glow-worm, with all the inestimable advantages I have had," she sighed: "it is my self-conceit that is ruffled, because Florinda thinks meanly of me; perhaps in return for the low opinion she entertains of me, I misjudge her; O would that I had power to win her love and confidence."

Entire selfishness characterised Florinda, artfully concealed by studied suavity of manner and pretended simplicity, and it

required a close and practised discrimina tion to detect the reality; there was a darker shade in her character, which Margaret shrank from contemplating, even in her inmost thoughts. Yet there were times when she felt as if the air was tainted by a baleful presence; and with bitter anguish she gazed round the very room where Mrs. Fairlie's spirit had passed away, where it might be, that Angels' wings had touched the harp; often that dear saint seemed present with them, for both Margaret and Mr. Fairlie fully realized the comfort of prayers for the dead. Margaret never named the dear departed to Flo rinda, she dared not,-the hallowed me

mories connected with Mrs. Fairlie were too sacred.

When Sir Clement Vaughan and Arthur paid their expected visit to Cherry-tree Hill, it was with startled surprise and unbounded admiration that the impetuous Arthur beheld the beautiful Florinda; she was not slow to perceive the sudden impression made by her peerless charms, and exerted herself to impress both brothers favourably.

When the party went out into the garden to look at a large Newfoundland dog belonging to Arthur, Florinda lingered behind the rest, and Arthur kept by her side; Sir Clement's groom held the dog, as Mr. Fairlie objected to the monster coming into the house.

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"O yes, I dote on dogs and horses,” replied the young lady; "but since I came here," here she sighed deeply and looked down, "I have no pets of any kind, no companionship."

It was wonderful in how short a time Arthur Vaughan and Florinda Pryce became quite intimate, as if they were old acquaintances; all his tastes were her tastes; all his pursuits she sympathized in, as if she had lived in the country all her life, and not in a dingy manufacturing city! Florinda was indeed a clever actress; and she looked so inexpressibly lovely when her sweet voice trembled with emotion, and a tear stood on her fair cheek, as she reverted to what she termed her "past happy life," that Arthur's fate was sealed; for with him it was love at first sight, a love and admiration increasing every moment he remained in the society of this young and bewitching creature. Sir Clement regarded his brother and Miss Pryce with a scrutinizing glance; and when they all returned to the house, contrary to his usual custom, and shaking off the shyness and reserve habitual to him with strangers, he entered into conversation with her, listening attentively to the replies he elicited, and watching the expression of her countenance.

"Little ugly hunchback," said Miss Pryce to herself; "I see that he is trying to pierce me through and through with his dark flashing eyes; he looks monstrous clever, too, with that high white forehead; what a pity that the handsome Arthur is not the baronet."

Not for one moment did the wild idea enter the plotting mind of Miss Pryce that her lures could captivate Sir Clement; it was not his deformity, or gravity, that she cared for; had he been twice as ill-favoured by nature, and twiceas austere, she would not have been deterred from making the attempt; but Miss Pryce was sharp enough to see, that although the Baronet was courteous and kind, there was a certain degree of hauteur about him, which forbade any ap-proach to the sort of polite familiarity she had established with Arthur. It was curious to observe Bertha's movements, when she first beheld Sir Clement Vaughan; instead of her usual obstinate refusal to fraternize with strangers, she gradually drew near to him, and at length extended her hand with a vacant smile. He took it. tenderly, and whispered, "I am told that you are fond of pencil and paper, my dear child; keep this for my sake, and draw me a pretty picture with it," placing in poor Bertha's hands a splendid gold pencil-case; Mr. Lambert had interested him in the fate of the afflicted girl, and they had spoken of the possibility that might exist of turning her singular gift to better account.

Bertha seemed to gather a ray of meaning from the kind and tender intonation of the rich deep voice which so pleasantly addressed her, and she continued to remain quietly by Sir Clement's side during the remainder of his visit, gazing at the bright pencil-case, and turning it round in her hands with delight, and uttering a low, plaintive sound, which evinced pleasure and gratitude.

When the brothers were driving back to S. Osyth's, Arthur broke forth in raptures: "What exquisite loveliness-what grace-what refinement-she realizes allmy dreams of feminine perfection, she would add lustre to a regal diadem."

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Sir Clement smiled, and quietly said, I suppose, Arthur, you are speaking of Miss Pryce; she is, indeed, a beautiful girl, and has self-possessed manners for -one so young; she is to be pitied poor thing, from all I have heard."

"Pitied ?" cried Arthur, quite angrily, "I don't think such an angelic being needs pity! I am dazzled, I am bewildered; she is so innocent, too, so simple and confiding, that I am in a state of utter bewilderment -on finding such a priceless treasure at Cherry-tree Hill."

Sir Clement was accustomed to Arthur's vehemence, but he looked very serious, and after a short silence, observed, "The highest recommendation, in my opinion, that Miss Pryce has, is the fact that she is the sister of such an excellent lady as Miss Fairlie, whose influence can be only productive of good; the father of Miss Pryce, I heard from Mr. Lambert, was a man of notorious infidel principles, who terminated his own existence."

With great warmth Arthur exclaimed, What has that to do with this beautiful creature? she is most truly devotional, from what she said to me; she told me about their ruined fortunes, and that her father died of a broken heart, wicked people giving out that he had taken poison; Miss Pryce is too young to be a hypocrite, and I am astonished, Clement, at the way you speak."

"She has made a conquest of you, my dear Arthur," said Sir Clement, goodhumouredly-"what will Lady Lucy Assheton say ?"

"It doesn't matter to me what Lady Lucy says," hastily returned Arthur, colouring; "I'm not a fellow to be dragged into matrimony whether I will or not."

"Matrimony is a very serions affair," rejoined Sir Clement, gravely-"it is an all-important matter, on which the happiness of your whole life depends; and you well know, my dear brother, that your happiness must ever be my first consideration."

"I know that, I know that," said Arthur, pressing his brother's arm affectionately; "and I wish in all things to follow your advice, my dear Clement; for

there is no one in the world whose advice I value so much as Mr. Lambert's and yours."

"Then you will not be offended, Arthur, if I venture to observe that you are too readily enthralled by a pretty face," rejoined Sir Clement.

"If you are alluding to Miss Pryce, I must tell you, Clement, that her pretty face, as you call it,-I call it transcendent beauty, is her least attraction; she is the most fascinating, most exquisite". Here Arthur's tirade was interrupted by their arrival at S. Osyth's.

Arthur now became a frequent visitor at Cherry-tree Hill, always finding an excuse for his visits; sometimes he brought bouquets of rare exotics for Margaret, more frequently even than to Florinda; sometimes he brought little presents to poor Bertha; he was evidently intent on seeing more of Florinda; his honest eyes kindled whenever she uttered noble sentiments; in fact, he was like a mouse, ready to be caught in a trap baited with a savoury morsel; he meant to be very cautious, but caution was not inherent in Arthur's unsuspicious and impetuous nature.

It would be difficult to analyse Margaret's feelings, when she beheld her twin-sister, hitherto so languid, and careless of pleasing others, metamorphosed into an amiable, cheerful young creature, who was ignorant of the world and its wiles; she prattled to Arthur Vaughan with the engaging simplicity of a child, and her remarkable beauty appeared to become more etherialized beneath his ardent gaze; Margaret had never witnessed theatrical representations, and she did not know that Florinda was a wonderful actress in the drama of real life. Miss Pryce had been educated in a school of dissimulation, and found excitement in sustaining an assumed character; the prize she aimed at was worth trying for, and no emotions of delicacy or compunction hindered her from the display of false colours; yet she was perfectly aware that Margaret looked on with surprise and grief: it was impossible for Margaret to be deceptive, hence a shade of coolness was observable in her

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